Real Pain

Real pain?

Real pain is when you constantly hate yourself and

do everything you can to feel better but just can't

Make yourself happy.

Real pain?

Real pain is when you have nothing to truly feel

depressed about yet your frowning for no reason,

And get judged for a feeling you can't help but to feel.

And feel even worse because it's not others

Who are judging you.

Real pain?

Real pain is wanting to change yourself because

You don't feel accepted for who you are in your

own skin, and block away everyone because your

Afraid they wont accept you either.

Real pain?

Real pain is when you can't trust anyone because

Everyone around you has ether left you or used

you in some way.

Real pain?

Real pain is when you question yourself on a

Constant basis because you can't tell whether

Your overthinking or if you are doing the right thing.

Real pain?

Real pain is when everyday in your head you

Contemplate suicide, But only stay alive for a hope

You believe will never come true.

Real pain?

Real pain is all to do with what other people can't see.

Outer things may pain you but the Real pain is the effects

On what is on the inside, thoughts and feelings.

(THAT'S MY REAL PAIN)